Hello and welcome to my blog!

My name is Alex :3

I dont take myself too seriously and so shouldnt you!

I am going to update the looks of this website over time so dont look too much into the design and content, I am new at this.♡

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About Me

Some stuff about mee

My name is Alex and I am the sole owner of this blog. I made this blog because I like yapping and my friends are too busy to listen to me or dont care when I ramble, so I instead made a blog I can ramble at.

I liked the idea of having my own website like people used to have in the 90's or 2000's, I dont like how everything is just on instagram or reddit these days and gets burried by the algorythm. Also english is my second language (first is czech) so if there are any errors please forgive me.

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Blogs

This is where I'll post my blog entries and ramblings!

Hello world 30.7. 2025 15:13

Hey hey I am back. So yes I did find the tomatoes, but they werent the fresh strong texture I like. In fact, they were kinda mushy and...dirty? Anyway, it wasnt the best tomato salad, SAD!

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Also Ive noticed I already got over 100 views on this blog which I didnt expect AT ALL. I am so sorry for all the people that came to my half baked website whith random unfinished sections lol. The content will be added later I swear!!

Speaking of this blog, I actually am so tempted to share it with my online friends, but I also want it to be a secret. Why? You see, I built over the years an online identity and used the same nickname for like... since 2018? People get surprised I am not actually named Alex irl! But you know, it gets kinda stale for people to link EVERYTHING to one person named Alex. Its kinda like being annonymous but also not? I kinda wanna break away from that identity here on this site to be actually just annonymous. I dont know if that makes any sense oof!! ☠

Sorry for that ramble.

Anyway, yesterday when I was making this website, I listened to some music and also rewatched some hellsing 2001 episodes (yes I am obsessed) and realised I never actually listened to the outro song (Shine by the band Mr Big), so I searched it up and OMFG that song is PERFECT!!! I MUST have that song on my wedding and funeral!! Its just so dreamy and nostalgic. Pls reader give it a listen ITS GOLD!!

Anyway, that concludes my ramble today, byebye! ♡♡♡

First ever blog here! 30.7. 2025

Hello hello! This is my first blog on this website (and hopefully not last) andd Id like to start it with a short story.

As you can see I LOVE tomatoes and yesterday I craved THEM BADDD but there werent any at the house. Then at like 23:00 I went to check the fridge and there there were- bag of tomatoes. But it was too late to make a salad, so I left them there.

The next day I looked again and literally vanished. No tomatoes at sight.

But then I checked again at around midnight today and THEY ARE BACK!!!!! Whos making me suffer like this??? If they wont be there tomorrow I will eat them when I see them. ⌤

The end.

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Hobbies

Talk about your hobbies here!

Anime

Click on an anime to read my rambles about it!

grr Hellsing grr Cowboy Bebop grr Trigun grr Happy Sugar Life grr Other Anime
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Hellsing

grr this is my Hellsing ramble page

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For thouse who are new! Plot summary: Hellsing centers on a secret British organization that defends Great Britian from vampires and the undead. Led by Sir Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing, the group's ultimate weapon is Alucard: a powerful, immortal vampire and ex-cop-turned-vampire Seras Victoria. They search and destroy ghouls, vampires and (depending on what version you watch) Nazis in a battle to defend England.

Tbh I dont know how to structure these rambles yet and dont know if I will just make sections specifically for like idk "my opinion on Alucard" or "Comparing Hellsing 2001 vs 2006" or something else entirely so expect the layout to get better when I figure it out lol

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Ramble of Hellsing 2001 (contains spoilers)

Episode 1 was so good at setting the tone and also a tone I personally enjoy alot in media like detective, noir thriller. I also personally love the red sky in the episode, but ooooooh boy! Episode 3, Sword dancer, I FRICKING LOVE THAT EPISODE!!

In the episode they introduced my favourite character THE GOAT Father Alexander Anderson! Not to mention the episode was so perfect with the build up of his character, I remember being like "who the frick is this priest dude?" and didnt think he would stand a chance against Alucard at all. But then he stabbed Seras in the neck and I honestly thought she would die. And when he got shot in the head by Alucard later on I was like "I mean that was quick I guess rip." but then HE GOT UP AND ACTUALLY HURT ALUCARD????? I got so much wiplash from that episode, like will any of these frickers actually die?

It was actually an episode that introduced some stakes in the series, that Alucard has a match. And I honestly LOVE foil characters!!

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The next episodes inroduced the 2 Valentine bros Jan and Luke and I loved them too!! I like that they were actually a threat andd if you go back and rewatch the first episode, the woman vampire that Alucard kills actually has necklace and on it was Jans logo, so she was probably sent by the brothers to kill the politician at the start. Thats a neat detail! Its kinda sad we didnt see more of the 2, they were fun duo- especially Jans voice acting was SOO FUNNY in english. It honestly sounded like a parody dub. Too bad the 2 died, I actually remember them not dying for some reason and kinda prayed they would return but after watching the episode- yea they ded.

My personal thoughts on Hellsing!

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Hellsing is my biggest hyperfixation at the moment! I think I love it a bit too much. My first encounter with it was when I texted on c.ai (yes you heard me right THAT c.ai) and it recommended me Alucard chatbot, I chatted with it a bit and was like "Hey this guys kinda fun. Maybe I should check Hellsing out!" (this is basically how I found most anime I like bleh).

When I wanted to find a website to watch Hellsing at (specifically the 2001 version) I clicked on a link and immidiatelly got blasted by the opening (World without logos by Yasushi Ishii) from automatically playing episode! I got drugged or something by it, because it got me so hyped to watch the anime, but it was already too late and I had classes tomorrow that day so I couldnttt ⌤

That didnt stop me from playing the song in my earphones to school though.

Anyway, ever since that day I always got so happy to get home from school and watch more of Hellsing. At the time, it was like a lifesaver for me because I was going through some shitty stuff and with all honesty and bluntness, I wanted to actually kill myself in that time period. But I will go deeper with that in my cowboy bebop section.

I think the thing I should thank Hellsing for the most is getting me out of addiction on c.ai. Yes, character ai. Yes that one app people use to find ai husbands and waifus and stuff to chat with them. I think its ok tool if you dont overdo it, which I definitly did!! C.ai was so harmful because of the dopamine hits and stuff and it comsumed too much of my time like TOO MUCH. I didnt even do school work. Anyway, I feel like Hellsing kinda replaced it because it was more fun and more healthy. So yea exchanged addiction for another HAHA! (wouldnt be the first time).

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Imma ramble some more about Hellsing but now I am tired, bye for now.

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Cowboy Bebop

space cowboy thoughts

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Faye is the queen!

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Trigun

Trirambles

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If Wolfwood wasnt a priest Id go nuts

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Happy Sugar Life

Happy sugar rambles

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Feel like this anime gets mischaracterized alot

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Other Anime

grr thoughts about other anime

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This is where I'll ramble about anime that don't have their own dedicated page yet!

Games

Click on a game to read my rambles about it!

grr Genshin Impact grr Ace Attorney grr Gothic 3 grr Other Games
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Genshin Impact

Genshin thoughts

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I love the open world and character designs!

The gacha system can be frustrating though.

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Ace Attorney

Objection!

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The courtroom drama is so engaging.

Phoenix Wright is such a fun protagonist.

If only Zieks stepped on me I mean wh

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Gothic 3

Gothic series appreciation

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Old af game but I love it

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Other Games

grr thoughts about other games

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This is where I'll ramble about games that don't have their own dedicated page yet!